yo, half year diary is on.

it's 24th of january 2011, the day i will never forget. recently just felt into some love trap, getting trap inside is hurt and miserable. but guess what, maybe it is one of god challenge to me. maybe he want me to overcome my limitless. i admit that i just felt in lxxe with a girl, maybe i dont have the spirit and enthusiams to be friend with her.... just got expel from her...

i should have think from her point of view, eventhough we can be together, there are many obtacles to pass through, she need education, where else i myself still not qualified for her. i think after i leave sandakan on the 13th february, i will start to improve myself until i reach the level people recognise me.

her family is rich but not my family, so i have to work myself out, but i never regret for what i had done. at least i managed to give her cheese cake. at least what i had promise her i had done it. so , now i want to make a promise to myself that i will achieve success and that time she is going to be my soul partner, because i know that without knowledge and some success , her parent wont allow us. this is my promise to myself, who cares i am a virgin!