everyone have their own ambition, what they want to be when they graduated? for me? i still confused in it. my mind is still blured with it when people asked me. i like work that seems alive. not like banking , office work, those keep repeat everyday. these kind of work seems dead to me. how i i choose to become a teacher? i think i will die before my age reach 30. why? because i will vomit blood everyday in the school because of those naughty , noob student. then why dont i become a lawyer like my big brother? i find that lawyer need to memorise many thing such as law rule, malaysia rule. these kind of thing can i use it when i am out of the country?no for sure, it's sound sucks to me! so, what i really like then?
actually what i like is sxxxxxx. why i like sxxxxxx? sxxxxxx is very free. i can enjoyed it as it is a part of my life. i felt that when i am doing it , i feel no stress at all. feel free like a bird, fly all around the world without any stress at all.
i know that one day i can accomplish my dream. so, i wont forget my aim. i will achieve it even when i reached 80 years old( maybe 70). wish god bless me.. so far so well, stpm gogogogo, jia you and : strenght!
Friday, January 29, 2010
it's 30 january 2010, 5 days to inter school basketball competition
last night, i had a horrible day, i was forcing myself to stay awake until 12.30a.m.why? my friends played " lami" ( a kind of tile game using the concept of card) until crazy. but, nevermine it's okie, i can managed to wait until my friend, chong lost his last game and we immediately back home.to tell the truth, last night bbq food was very suck, i was going to the bbq with empty stomach but i only ate some of the chicken wing only, the other foods such as yam+corn ball( dunno what it's), oyster ( i thinked i ate the oyster shit) , omg!!!! hope today i won't get stomache.
but nevermine, i agreed with my two friends opinion, Yap & lung, that we wont have bbq anymore instead we try other occasion. that's it i thinked i need to play facebook first. tata~
but nevermine, i agreed with my two friends opinion, Yap & lung, that we wont have bbq anymore instead we try other occasion. that's it i thinked i need to play facebook first. tata~
Thursday, January 28, 2010
why people don't know how to appreciated?
what the fuck! today at school, 4.p.m. i as the head coach for my school (st.mary) basketball team, get scolded back by one of the player of the team. fuck that boy. i teached him how to defence and he scolded me in returned. damnit. boy! i teached you with my heart man. do you know that i am having my exam soon ? what the fuck i wasted all my time in teaching noobs like you and get scolded back? damn it, think properly, man. In the whole sandakan, can you find someone like me that can waste his time teaching you guys played basketball everyday? fucking asshole. i really so regreted to play this head coach role.
okie, i am finished scolding now. hai~~~~ all stress gone. actually, when i saw these noobs scolded me , i remembered myself when i am the same age as them. when i am the age of them , i also scold back my coach. finally, i can understand what my coach felt that time. but, this kind of matter won't stop me from my aim, NUMBER 1 IN SANDAKAN SCHOOL STATE COMPETITION!!!!!!!! GOGOGO
okie, i am finished scolding now. hai~~~~ all stress gone. actually, when i saw these noobs scolded me , i remembered myself when i am the same age as them. when i am the age of them , i also scold back my coach. finally, i can understand what my coach felt that time. but, this kind of matter won't stop me from my aim, NUMBER 1 IN SANDAKAN SCHOOL STATE COMPETITION!!!!!!!! GOGOGO
Sunday, January 24, 2010
24 of january 2010
what a tired weekend, i started getting weary. i need more strenght to go on a new level. i cannot be the old me. it's time to start a new chapter.eventhough it's not easy to achieve but i told myself that i won't give up that easily!
tommorrow morning after school i will stay with a friend at school and continue study. i need to be more concentrate in my studying.. god .. pls give me the strenght... i dont want do it half way...
tommorrow morning after school i will stay with a friend at school and continue study. i need to be more concentrate in my studying.. god .. pls give me the strenght... i dont want do it half way...
Friday, January 22, 2010
5.30pm's Thief
I just came back from my school. i usually reach home at 5.30pm but today it's different. it's now 6.30pm. i had a basketball practised at school with some of my friends. three of them were really unlucky today because they lost their handphone, i.c and wallet. the stories started like this.
when we finished our basketball training at 5.25pm, we were about to back home. suddenly, one of my friends from form 4k, said'oh, guai," i think i lost my bag. he and his other two friends put their belongings into a small levis bag. so, now the bag is gone~. we go class by class to find out the lost bag. first, we went to the class form "2 merah", when we reach there, i asked all the students to put their bags on the table. then we started searching each bags.
one weird thing happens there, the student there seems like primary 2 students. one of them said to us " bang, bang , cari apa ni". i replied him" bang cari beg levis yang kawan bang hilang ni, kamu ada nampakkah?"he answered me back"bang,bang, saya rasa saya tahulah , mesti budak di sebelah kelas yang curi, mereka sembahyang tadi". my mind came out a question" their face look so honest, how can they be the stealer".then we go searched the other classes. we can't find anything.
Next, we go to the gate and one of the teacher told us that their ustaz( malay teacher) found a beg in the surau (mini mosque for malay student worship). then we immediately find the ustaz. the ustaz said that he saw a bag with i.c, money and beg.they we quickly rush to the surau and find that the beg has gone and what left is only 2 wallet with all money stolen away.one of the three casualty cried,tears started to dropped from his eyeball. i asked myself that time, "what can i do now", if i called for the teacher to looked after us , this kind of matter won't happen. the boy cried sadly and said " this handphone is a present from my mom because of my good exam result, it's costs rm600. how am i going to expain it to my mom. everyday, i back home with the handphone in my hand" (haiz).
When i saw him, i felt very sorry for him. if i am the one who lost the handphone, maybe i will think that maybe i'm unlucky today or i can buy back another one but for him, that handphone was very important for him. he worked hard for it and now he lost it. so, i learn a lesson, a lesson that i will never forget in my heart. this kind of people appreciate thing that they earn it from they hardworking. In comparison, me? do i care if my handphone lost like him?(i can buy a new one , haha) i felt that this kind of feeling from his tears, from the way he say out, it touched my heart. Thank you, LIONELD, i learn very much from today's experience. this king of feeling is hard to tell it, maybe one of you guys will be able to feel what i felt today.
when we finished our basketball training at 5.25pm, we were about to back home. suddenly, one of my friends from form 4k, said'oh, guai," i think i lost my bag. he and his other two friends put their belongings into a small levis bag. so, now the bag is gone~. we go class by class to find out the lost bag. first, we went to the class form "2 merah", when we reach there, i asked all the students to put their bags on the table. then we started searching each bags.
one weird thing happens there, the student there seems like primary 2 students. one of them said to us " bang, bang , cari apa ni". i replied him" bang cari beg levis yang kawan bang hilang ni, kamu ada nampakkah?"he answered me back"bang,bang, saya rasa saya tahulah , mesti budak di sebelah kelas yang curi, mereka sembahyang tadi". my mind came out a question" their face look so honest, how can they be the stealer".then we go searched the other classes. we can't find anything.
Next, we go to the gate and one of the teacher told us that their ustaz( malay teacher) found a beg in the surau (mini mosque for malay student worship). then we immediately find the ustaz. the ustaz said that he saw a bag with i.c, money and beg.they we quickly rush to the surau and find that the beg has gone and what left is only 2 wallet with all money stolen away.one of the three casualty cried,tears started to dropped from his eyeball. i asked myself that time, "what can i do now", if i called for the teacher to looked after us , this kind of matter won't happen. the boy cried sadly and said " this handphone is a present from my mom because of my good exam result, it's costs rm600. how am i going to expain it to my mom. everyday, i back home with the handphone in my hand" (haiz).
When i saw him, i felt very sorry for him. if i am the one who lost the handphone, maybe i will think that maybe i'm unlucky today or i can buy back another one but for him, that handphone was very important for him. he worked hard for it and now he lost it. so, i learn a lesson, a lesson that i will never forget in my heart. this kind of people appreciate thing that they earn it from they hardworking. In comparison, me? do i care if my handphone lost like him?(i can buy a new one , haha) i felt that this kind of feeling from his tears, from the way he say out, it touched my heart. Thank you, LIONELD, i learn very much from today's experience. this king of feeling is hard to tell it, maybe one of you guys will be able to feel what i felt today.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
FRIDAY ,22 JANUARY 2010
i finally have my own blog. the purpose i made this blog is to record my daily activities. so, what ever thing that i had done, i will write it down here. i hope that i can make good use of this blog.
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